In a couple of hours I will on my way to see Howard Donald DJing, I'm already starting to freak out about it. I'm not sure if I want to wear the outfit I've picked out or not and I know I wont even get that close, but after the minor freak out I had at Plug when James Righton was DJing I hate to think how this'll go.

I've loved Howard since I was like 12 see, and while he's not realy my favourite any more it's still Howard freaking Donald! Hopefully him not being in Take That and dancing about will help me stay calm but...*flails* I suppose the worse that can happen is I'll make a twat of myself in front of him.

I need a drink clearly!