Tonight I have mostly been getting drunk on free wine. I should probably use this drunkeness to finish fic. Also I will not get a 'thing' for Mitch Hewer despite RP reasons and how sweet he is in Britainia High.

Bored and a bit drunk, fun times!

I've rekindled my love of Depeche Mode, I don't know quite how I managed to forget how wonder they all. Dave Gahan's vocals, Martin Gore's brilliant lyrics, I had my head turned by those flashy Klaxons, but I realise now they were just a seedy little fling and my true love is Depeche Mode*

This is handy given there's a DM night in Manchester next month which I'm greatly looking forward too, if a little nervous about seeing all the DM forum people again because well we sort of fell out and I've not been around as much as I used to be. I mean I used to go up to Crewe a few times a year to see Black Celebration the DM tribute band and to see all the Modies, but then someone really upset me and I just stopped. I mean seriously for a group for 40ish year olds they can be incredibly childish, a lot of 'he said, she said' bollocks and general backstabbing, which I can't be doing with. So I'll just keep out of it I think when I see them again.

Also I was meant to be going out tonight, but ended up not being arsed until it was too late, so now I'm drinking gin and wishing I was out dancin' :( oh well, should be off out on Saturday instead to the Leadmill where I've not been in months. I like Plug better though, esp on a Thursday, the music they play is fucking win!

Snog, Marry, Avoid might just be the funniest thing evah! When I saw the advert I honestly thought it was a clip from a sketch show. Do these people not own mirrors?

Also I've never seen so much fake tan in my life, and not the good kind either (is there a good kind?)

I don't really have anything more interesting to say really. I have a weird black line in my vision which the optician couldn't find a course of, which is quite annoying. I've been amazingly unmotivated to really do much lately, although I did go into Sheffield yesterday while it was pissing it down.

And yes I am pretty bored :/

I'm ridiculously bored, suppose I should get onto the couple of tags I have waiting, it's annoying how I have none waiting for Cassie, cos she's just always bloody there, while I have to think about everyone else. I should also attempt to write and finish fics :/

I'm also trying to work out where to put Will and what to do with him. Any suggestions peeps?

I wonder if there's any alcohol in this house, hmmmm probably not a good sign is it?

Blah!

Ha I've just been on www.boohoo.com and there's a really hideous sequined shrug thing called 'Rani' it wasn't so horrible I'd by it just for that fact.

And yes I am bored, IJ doesn't seem to be working and I have nothing to do :(

So apparently it's that time of the year again when I want to go out a lot. I blame the fact it's lighter later and stuff. I wanted to go out last night, but exercised itstead, I wanted to go out tonight and did nothing :/

I've not been out dancing in ages so that might be part of it and course I'm going out three times next week, although Monday will a pretty early thing so that might help me get it out of my system, but for now I'm wide awake, restless and generally sort of meh. The fact M went to bed at 10pm probably didn't help either :(

It's a shame that while I'm so awake I still don't really have much motivation to do anything productive too :/

This time next week I'll probably be drunk and in the presence of at least one Klaxon, the whole not thinking about it thing isn't working very well clearly. I'll be a wreck next Saturday.

So, IAMX were brilliant last week, although I found myself hating Janine, purely for the rumours about her and Chris, nothing to do with me liking him, but I adore Sue Deniem his now ex-girlfriend and she was 'singing' to her vocals on backing track and it just bothered me.

I've not been out dancing in what feels like ages, it's probably actually a couple of months, but next week myself and the wonderful cloverdash are going to Skins Live in Manchester which will be lots of drunken fun, although hopefully not too drunk because I have the Klaxons DJ thing a couple of days after and I'd like to be awake and stuff. I'm trying not to think about that though because well I'm obsessive and freak about it whenever I consider it. I'm also going to see Get Cape, Wear Cape, Fly! on Monday, which should be good fun.

Um, it's the Whitby Gothic Weekend soon too, which I'm worried about because I'm really not goth anymore and totally can't be arsed to get all dressed up during the day, but I'm worried about standing out or feeling under dressed, so yeah fun. I will be doing the PVC thing at night though, I'm just really not into the whole trad goth thing. TBH I'm mostly going to see Screaming Banshee Aircrew.

And in none RL related stuff I seem to somehow be playing Michael Carrington from the best film ever made - Grease 2 at the moment. I blame sixwordstories.

Oh and I'm a bit drunk, I sort of love wine!

So it would seem my initial excitement about Collectormania was premature.

Lots of people have had to cancel and there are only 2 people per day I want to see :( thus we're not going. It'd cost a fortune and I'm not going on Sunday just to meet Matthew Lewis :( hopefully he'll do another one with lots of cool people.

Looks like I'm just going clubbing for my birthday then, which is okay I've not been out for ages, or maybe I have it just feels like ages esp as I wanted to go to the afterparty after the NME Awards.

In slighty related new I really need to stop listening to Foals it makes me really want to go and see them in Manchester which is a bad idea - I can't do standing gigs!

I find it annoying hwo even though I specifically have Steffan Halperin listed as an interest the pictures of Klaxons it offered me didn't even feature him! *shakes fist indignantly*

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